i was talking to my sister earlier and it makes me realize that it is best to maintain the closeness between siblings because at the end of every situation that one encounters in life, it will always be your family who will be there to listen... to laugh for every joke you crack.. to advise should you be so indecisive. For the past several years, it has always been my family who is on top of my priorities. I was there for my mom and my dad until they eventually joined our Father. Then, there were my siblings who needed my help... how could you say know to them... that i even missed having my own family.... because i was to engrossed? But not a trace of regret was there for having been so ! What is foremost is the ability to be there for my family. You may say that i am still day dreaming to be still hoping that i get to meet the man that i could be with for the rest of my life... to grow old with. Is it impossible to still hope? But life has to go on... isn't it?